Death to an Illusion of Friendship
Grieving what never existed
8 min readAug 23, 2021
I saw an old childhood friend commenting on a post on Facebook a few years back. I recalled having a lot of fun times with her — sleepovers, dressing up as the Spice Girls in the fifth grade and sitting together during lunch in high school. I always thought she was very funny and smart, and I always hoped she thought the same of me.